Sunday, 27 March 2016

When my dreams come true

I always wrote some life goals before entering new year. I've done it for almost five years to remind me every time I get lost or feeling down in facing the reality. To remind me that nothing impossible happened as long as we believed to Allah and trusted ourselves.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do, I'm just feel like I need to have as much as trip before I'm 30.. Well I'm going to be 30 years old in about two years!!! And it's freaking me out a lot!! I don't have any boyfriend neither a crush this time so I decided to spending my money to have a lot of trip!!
Well, I'm not a rich woman. I dont have much money, but I tried to save it a few months before I have a trip to Singapore and Malaysia.

So I will try to commit to do at least one thing that make my self proud and happy, I think it's a better way to give a credit to my self instead of making my self looked so miserable..
So, here we go..
First Month, Januari:
I went to Bandung with my friends. We had fun and making such a good memories. They're such a mood boosting for me when I had a bad day.
Second month, February:
I went to Rolling Stone Cafe watching my favouritw band ever, the one and only Sheila on 7. It was Amazing night and I promised I'll keep it in my memories.
Thrid month, March:
Insya Allah in a few days I will go to Jogja with my sister. Alhamdulillah, feel so grateful that I can have a trip to a place that I really wanna go into and it's a bit more special with my sister joining me this time 
Fourth month, April:
I will never evee forgot what happend on April this month. Alhamdulillah, finally I can go to Jogja with my sister. It's kinda my obsession since I was in collage. I fell in love with Jogja and people around there. It was amazing days for me. Praise to Allah to let me had such a nice trip with my sister.
Fifth Month, May
It was such horrible month for me. May was unforgettable moment in my life. I am writing this writing on November because now I am brave enough to write about it. This was the time when the school confirmed me that I they would not renewal my contract. I was so upset and couldn't help to cry. It was the hardest time for me, since I had to think about how to earn moner for my family and paying my sister colllage fees. But Btw everything is under control now. :)
Sixth month, June
It was my birthday month. But seems like I couldn't at that happy to welcome it. Still jobless and have no idea what kind of job and place that I would get. Well, I did have a really nice surprice from my friends. I felt so grateful and happy they were managed to give me some surprises ans entertained me.
Seventh month, July
Everything happened just so fast. I had got the job one week before Idul Fitri. What a jackpot!! So I don't have to worried again. It was so hard to work in a new place. I felt like I wanna resign a week after I worked in this school.
Eighth month, August
Still struggling to adapt my self into alll those school environment, friends, and boss. Found my self stuck on the bed every morning and resist to interact with others because my original planned was I would not stay longer in this school. This month also was my family happiness!! My sister was graduated from the collage and now she is working in the Bank. Alhamdulillah.
Nineth month, September
So, I took all of my saving from the Bank and bought my parents a new phone each. Typically cheap phone, but yeah I did make it to buy them a new phone, because theirs was so old. And now my family has a whatsapp group the place where we can intteracted altogether and chit chat. It was my term break holiday, because I had some limit budget instead of went to Solo I changed it into Cirebon and Indramayu. It was a short trip but yes I did have fun!
Tenth month, October
I should thanking my friend, Citra, whose pushing me so hard to make a passport! She told me doesn't matter when will go but it is very important to have a passport and I made one. 
eleventh month, November
From the early November my friend and I are planning to have a trip to SG and Kl. Well one of the craziest thing was we arranged all of the trip by ourselves (well my own self exactly) by searching and keep on eye to the app every single times. I almost vomit since I did it almost every day. But it will pay tho. We've got everythings that fit on our budget.

Note: can't wait to see nxt thing that will hapenned to me..
Insya Allah, Aamiin 

Twelveth month, December

Finally, I went abroad for the first time. I went to Singapore and Malaysia by backpacking with my friend. I was so extremely happy at that time. Well, I will write another story about the journey.. Ahahha..
After went back from my trips I got along together with my lil brother. Because I was promise him to have a short holiday after that.

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