The Future Is Not That Scary..

 I feel like it's been years since I didn't write anything on my blog. Well, I am now working in one of the most prestigious places and this place gave me so much training and experience.

Actually, I don't know where to start, but I think I would start from the era when everybody lived in horrible, sad, and dark times. For some people Covid Pandemic was the most horrible time since we're not allowed to go outside or gather with others. Well, for me it was heaven!! I quite enjoyed it tho, I didn't have to meet people, I didn't have to find any reason to avoid met some annoying people up and I didn't  have to travel and wasted my money. Tbh, my savings during pandemic was up but now it's going down drastically😂😂😂😂

I have a lot of things to share!! Let me put it on the list, I'm just too thrilled to share it LOL

• I am now having a boyfriend. I met him online during the pandemic. I had been single for 9 years until I met this person. He is such a nice guy and funny, I love him!! He's British and live in Cumbria, but we haven't met in person yet, even though we've been known each other for three years! Sometimes I doubt this relationship as it is not going anywhere, but once again any decision in the future it would be the best for us.
• I was finally brave enough to visit a psychiatrist and ask for medication. I had awful anxiety and panic, I couldn't sleep at night and my heart beat so fast. I thought I was going to die until I realized I should get a professional health. And here I am, living under generalized anxiety Disorder for almost 6 years and being in medication for nine months. Well, it isn't that scary, tho I feel it helps me a lot!! My life is getting better and no more depression or living in the dark room. Masha Allah, alhamdulillah
• I am proud of myself as I pushed my braveness to the limit when I said yes to a command to present in the workshop. Can you imagine?? Me being a presenter for the local teachers? wowww
• I applied for the scholarsip, whether I got it or not, I still proud of myself
• I had IELTS test.. I don't get the good result tho, I need to study and retake the exam
• I bounce back to Etsy, this time with a strong concepts
• I run some small business
• And more amazing time can go